| xanga what? i love that no one checks this for some reason, or the people that do ive lost all contact with whatsoever and i can just freely rant, and the people i see now dont even know this exists. update. i moved out in december, i have an apartment on duke with andrea ault and aaron lugg. two people from my past i never figured id be living with. Its big and nice and i cant remember the last night i actually spent in it due to the newest addition to my life, Mike. yes, im dating someone i work with. I am in my second semester of college and its going swimmingly. Im going to temple next year, probably living on campus. My two best friends moved away, far far away. (washington state and florida). I work at the brickyard, and its my only job at the moment. I got a chinchilla named deaner, cutest thing ever. Ive been really happy lately. Im sort of healthy too. I also love knowing tomorrow is my day off work, and i only have two hours worth of class. To pretty much sum it up, i love my life, i love my apartment, i love my boyfriend, i love my friends, i love my freedom and the choices ive made over the past six months. Ive really learned a lot and grown up a lot, but i guess now would be the time to do that. i love my family a lot as well. They havent needed to be as supportive as they have been, and im grateful everyday for them. I went through a hard spell a few months ago, and im so glad ive made it to this point in my life, these really are the best years. When im old and gray i know ill look back on days like today and smile. there wasnt anything even particularly special about today, i woke up went to class, went back to sleep, got up took mike to work, went to a meeting with my professor, went to work, picked up fashion, back to the apt, to the diner, now here. later mikes probably for game night. i dont even know, and im pretty content with that. i have a cold and i cant wait until summer. I love waking up, walking outside and having to take my jacket off, its like that refresher things just keep getting better, even if the past few days have been terrible, i know there are things bigger than me to look forward too. All im saying is enjoy the life youre given, because these are they days that count. -Jessy |
